Today was my first day of class and I was so lost. For a brief moment, I thought, “did I really sign up for this?” But I’m learning to stay positive, so I quickly went back to having fun.
Holy shit, the room just shook, wtf?
I’m planning on studying the chapters we’ve learned and looking ahead at next week so I won’t be too lost. I also bought some lebanese music off itunes to fall asleep to. I’m listening to it now and I think I’m going to fall in love with how beautiful this language is and how interesting the culture is. I do need to study up on history and culture of the levant speakers this weekend.
I have a lot of ambition right now and I know that I am starting the most difficult journey of my life. I’m a dreamer and I believe that I will do amazing things with my time here.
Next weekend is Mars and Disneyland and I’m so fucking pumped. I’m going to wear my dress whites, there will be a sailor at the 30STM concert! Disney will be a nice vacation, I’m wondering if I could skip lines in uniform…but I’ll save that for exodus. I do plan to visit LA on the drive home, maybe visit a nice vegan restaurant and whimsic alley. I do want to quickly do standard LA things and see the Hollywood sign.
So, yeah, it’s kinda late and I am falling asleep.
You’ve got one life; live it. Follow your dreams, quit your job, drop out of school, tell your boyfriend that he’s lousy, and walk out the door. This is your time. This is your life. You know what? Dream as big as you want to; it’s the cheapest thing you’ll ever do.
I’m here getting a pedicure and brought Robbie along to get one too. He’s trying to make it seem like he doesn’t want one and he’s not enjoying it, but the look on his face says otherwise.
Anyways, Robbie has been out here the whole week and he leaves tomorrow. We went to Point Lobos, the Winchester Mystery House and Magic Mountain. We hunted down the best chips and guac in town and partied way too hard, too many nights. I love him and I’m going to miss him so much.
Tonight, if we make it in time, might watch the sunset. We caught it the other night while driving through Sand City, but didn’t stop to watch.
“As an atheist, I see nothing “wrong” in believing in a god. I don’t think there is a god, but belief in him does no harm. If it helps you in any way, then that’s fine with me. It’s when belief starts infringing on other people’s rights when it worries me. I would never deny your right to believe in a god. I would just rather you didn’t kill people who believe in a different god, say. Or stone someone to death because your rulebook says their sexuality is immoral. It’s strange that anyone who believes that an all-powerful all-knowing, omniscient power responsible for everything that happens, would also want to judge and punish people for what they are.”—Ricky Gervais: “Why I’m an Atheist” (via lambgirl)