Helping me figure out my brain and develop who I am. I love this woman.
fluffypaws: when you listen to a song you used to listen to ages ago and you get that weird as fuck spine chilling feeling as you remember how your life was at that point in time
My indecision will kill me.
This is my biggest problem, I will not make personal decisions regarding other people. I don’t want to feel like I’m not giving them a choice and I want them to do what they please in regards to me. This is why I’m going to die alone with a million cats.
You're a canary and I'm a coal miner.
It’s times like these that I wish I still had access to a master and a dungeon, so I could just been completely out of control, letting someone think and be for me. Why do I do this to myself? Why do I do this to other people? My other thoughts are unhealthy and admitting I have them makes me angry. Hopefully Pietsch kicks the shit out of us at PT so I can let my mind go for a while.
I feel sad.
Nathaniel and I talked last night. I feel like a horrible monster.
b-k-o-b: “Slut” is just the weirdest insult ever. How does it even work? “You do the thing that is responsible for not only both of our lives but collectively our entire species and many of the species of life I can think of right now. Not only that, but you do this act often. And you like it.” Did you…..did you win?
Teenagers going to prom: *stopping their cars in the middle of our streets and honking over and over again.*
Baba: SHUT UB!
Teenagers: *can't hear him because they're still honking*
Baba: WALAK. SHUT. UB!
Teenagers: *still honking*
Baba: SHUT UBBBBB!!!!!
Teenagers: *stopped honking*
Baba: SHUT UBBBBB! YA IBN AL KILB! KUL KHARA! I'M TRYING TO TAKE NAP BEACEFULLY! THIS COUNTRY...
Teenagers: Wtf bro. What's his deal?
rainbowbonkers: laurenocuma: brivonnet: What happens when a tree branch falls onto a powerline? Answer: Dramatic Annihilation Only 17 seconds long - stick to the end. Submitted by: nonniebyrd THAT IS BEAUTIFUL. Did that shit…just explode rainbows?! MAGIC
I can't help but be confused.
As I was saying earlier, I’m hung up on him. Yesterday, I woke up in Curt’s room and wandered down to change to go to lunch with Suzanne. We hit up mimosas and decided that seeing “The Five Year Engagement” was a good idea, but later. She and I went back to post so she could nap and I played video games with Nathaniel at the Hobson. It was his birthday and I just wanted...
Hey there, I'm Michelle, and I mess things up.
But, I did get a nice new jean jacket from a cute little Japanese girl. After class, I just hung out in my room all day, talked to Nathaniel and sent him a present. I seek acceptance from him even though I feel that I hurt him so much more. Suzanne and Hefner had texted me earlier to get me to go out to the duck, so after I knew the bar would be packed, I went down. The usual crowd was there...
fortressofself: IM GOING TO BED AND WHEN I WAKE UP TOMORROW THERE BETTER BE A BABE WAITING TO KISS ME OR IM GONNA BE SAD